Desde criança sempre fui muito independente. Cresci buscando viver a vida do meu jeito. Me tornei um tanto individualista. Aprendi com minha mãe que isso era saudável e me facilitaria buscar caminhos desejados. Assim, eu fui dando muito certo nos estudos, na minha profissão de engenheira agrônoma e na vida social. Sempre estudei muito. Dei o sangue no meu doutorado. Recebi o conceito máximo! Procurava não me envolver com problemas que não fossem meus. Nunca desviar o foco. Egocêntrica mesmo! Só pensava no meu desenvolvimento profissional e social. Namoros, relacionamentos? Não cabiam em minha agenda. Nunca me apaixonei. Fiz sexo esporádico, sem envolvimentos. Me tornei um ” robô humano”! Dificilmente chorava. Aprendi que chorar era dos fracos. Nem mesmo quando a minha mãe morreu. Afinal eu não podia desconcertá-la! Desse jeito fui desenvolvendo uma atitude de negação emocional e muita rigidez de caráter. Se eu falasse “não” à uma determinada situação, jamais mudaria de opinião. O modelo materno se encaixou como uma luva no meu jeito de ser. Tinha uma amiga, Maria, que me apelidou de ” BONECA DE CERA”! Dizia que eu era bonita e insensível. Eu achava graça e dizia que não era bem assim. Confesso que as vezes isso me incomodava. Ela vivia paixões, sofria, sorria, chorava… De certa forma eu achava aquilo muito estranho. Alguém ficar sofrendo por alguém! Não via necessidade nisso. Fui ensinada a ser prática e deletar tudo que podia me tornar emocionalmente dependente. Também aprendi com minha mãe a nunca prejudicar ninguém. Ter muita responsabilidade sobre os meus atos. Com essa consciência, tirei minha carta de motorista aos dezoito anos de idade. Nunca bati o carro. Estou com vinte e nove anos e considero que dirijo muito bem. Segunda feira passada, indo à academia para fazer os meus alongamentos costumeiros, dirigindo o meu carro, meio distraída no celular, de repente escutei um forte barulho. Como se tivesse passado em cima de algo pesado e grande. Parei imediatamente para ver o que havia acontecido. Fiquei chocada! Estirado no chão, um belo “labrador dourado” tremia, evidentemente em choque. Senti um aperto no peito! Naquele momento, não pensei em nada. Só queria salvá-lo. Sorte que bem em frente ao acidente, havia uma clínica veterinária. Corri pra pedir socorro. Nesse momento chegou um homem forte, alto, moreno, de cabelos negros e encaracolados. Estava visivelmente preocupado e tenso. Começou a acariciar o focinho de seu amigo “FRED”. Tudo foi muito rápido. Nisso o veterinário chegou e com muito cuidado transportou o cão para a clínica. Em seguida entramos eu e o dono do labrador. Para alívio, o diagnóstico foi o de apenas uma leve lesão nas patas traseiras. Ficaria imobilizado por um curto espaço de tempo. Poderia ter sido muito pior! João, o dono do labrador, ouviu com calma as minhas desculpas e a intenção de assumir todos os gastos. Ele foi tão delicado e sensível. Tocou em algo dentro de mim! Foi uma sensação muito boa e nova! Assim que o cão, Fred, foi liberado, quando fui acertar os gastos do tratamento, tive outra surpresa. João, seu dono, já havia pago a conta. Fiquei brava, disse que não era justo. Essa conta era minha! Insisti, mas não teve jeito. Meio sorrindo e desconversando, sutilmente, ele quis saber mais de mim. Trocamos telefones e olhares. Pela primeira vez na vida, senti um frio na barriga por um homem! Foi gostoso e esquisito. Fiquei assustada e pensando muito nesse homem. Tudo isso aconteceu na segunda feira passada. Passei a semana com muita vontade de vê-lo novamente e quem sabe, tomar um sorvete na “Parque das Árvores”, pertinho aqui de casa. Fiquei curiosa e intrigada com a sua delicadeza e sensibilidade.. Queria saber mais dele. Comentei sobre João com minha amiga Maria. Ela não acreditou. Disse meio gozando: “Acho que você foi fisgada, boneca de cera!!! Nunca vi você se empolgar por ninguém!”. Foi a primeira vez que eu não fiquei brava, quando ouvia esse comentário. Na verdade estou ansiosa. Comendo muito chocolate amargo!!! Hoje já é sexta-feira e nada dele me ligar. Me peguei pensando: será que já se esqueceu de mim? Será que devo ligar pra ele? E se ele nem quiser falar comigo??? Meu coração está disparado. Parece que vai sair pela boca! Busco meu lado racional pra me socorrer. Pego o meu celular. Mãos tremendo! Decido ligar e acabar com esse conflito! ALÔ! QUEM FALA? É O FRED OU O JOÃO?!!! Muitos risos do outro lado da linha!!!
não ficaria bem. É o homem quem tem que ligar! Na natureza dele é de caça. Fiquei confusa, instável e de certa forma me detestando, por estar fragilizada por alguém que nem conhecia. Ao mesmo tempo, me sentia mais viva, pulsante e com vontade de sair dançando pela vida afora, só de imaginar um encontro com ele!
Thank you, I have recently been looking for info about
this subject for a long time and yours is the best I have
discovered so far. But, what concerning the bottom line?
Are you certain in regards to the supply?
Good day I am so thrilled I found your blog page,
I really found you by error, while I was browsing on Bing for something
else, Anyways I am here now and would just like to say many thanks for a tremendous post and a all round thrilling blog (I also love the theme/design), I don’t
have time to read through it all at the minute but I have book-marked it and also included your RSS feeds, so when I have time I will be back to read more,
Please do keep up the superb job.
I like the valuable information you supply to
your articles. I will bookmark your weblog and test once more here frequently.
I am relatively certain I’ll be informed many new stuff right right here!
Best of luck for the following!
Hi, after reading this amazing article i am too glad to share my knowledge here with mates.
Wonderful article! We will be linking to this great content on our website.
Keep up the good writing.
I constantly spent my half an hour to read this webpage’s articles
every day along with a cup of coffee.
You are so awesome! I do not suppose I’ve read something like that before.
So wonderful to find somebody with a few unique thoughts on this issue.
Really.. many thanks for starting this up. This web site is something that’s
needed on the internet, someone with a bit of originality!
I am really thankful to the owner of this web page who has shared this impressive article at here.
Excellent post. I was checking continuously this blog and
I’m impressed! Very helpful information particularly the last part 🙂 I care for such information a lot.
I was seeking this certain information for a very long time.
Thank you and good luck.
Its like you read my mind! You appear to know so much about
this, like you wrote the book in it or something. I think that
you could do with a few pics to drive the message home a
little bit, but instead of that, this is magnificent blog.
An excellent read. I’ll definitely be back.
I was able to find good information from your blog posts.
It’s very trouble-free to find out any matter
on web as compared to textbooks, as I found this piece of writing at
this web site.
I don’t even know the way I finished up here, however I believed this
submit was once great. I don’t realize who
you’re however definitely you’re going to a famous blogger should you are not already.
Cheers!
Really when someone doesn’t understand afterward its up to other visitors
that they will assist, so here it takes place.
Thanks for the marvelous posting! I seriously enjoyed reading it, you are a great author.I will always bookmark your blog and may come back at some point.
I want to encourage yourself to continue your great posts, have a nice holiday weekend!
Hello, i believe that i noticed you visited my website so i got here to return the desire?.I am attempting to to find issues to improve my site!I suppose its adequate
to make use of a few of your ideas!!
Good way of explaining, and fastidious post to take
facts regarding my presentation subject matter, which i
am going to convey in university.
Great post. I was checking constantly this blog and I am impressed!
Very useful info specially the last part 🙂 I care for
such info a lot. I was seeking this certain info
for a very long time. Thank you and good luck.
Greetings from Colorado! I’m bored to death at work so I decided to check out your site on my iphone during
lunch break. I love the information you present here and can’t wait to take a look
when I get home. I’m surprised at how quick your blog loaded on my phone ..
I’m not even using WIFI, just 3G .. Anyhow, great site!
Thanks for writing this. I learned alot
Simply want to say your article is as astonishing.
The clarity in your post is just excellent
and i could assume you are an expert on this subject.
Fine with your permission let me to grab your RSS feed to
keep updated with forthcoming post. Thanks a million and
please keep up the rewarding work.
I’ve been exploring for a little for any
high-quality articles or weblog posts on this kind of space .
Exploring in Yahoo I eventually stumbled upon this website.
Reading this information So i’m happy to express that I have
a very excellent uncanny feeling I came upon just what
I needed. I most undoubtedly will make sure to don?t omit this site and give it a glance
regularly.
What’s Taking place i’m new to this, I stumbled upon this I have found It positively useful
and it has helped me out loads. I am hoping to contribute & assist other users like
its helped me. Good job.
This is my first time pay a quick visit at here and i am in fact impressed to
read all at single place.
Thank you, I have just been searching for info approximately
this topic for a long time and yours is the greatest I have came upon so far.
However, what about the bottom line? Are you certain about the supply?
Hi there, You’ve done an excellent job. I will certainly digg
it and personally suggest to my friends. I am sure they will be benefited from this site.
I’m extremely impressed with your writing talents and also
with the structure on your blog. Is that this a paid topic or did you modify it your self?
Anyway keep up the nice quality writing, it is rare to
see a nice blog like this one nowadays..
Heya i’m for the first time here. I came across this board and
I find It truly useful & it helped me out much.
I hope to give something back and help others like you aided me.
Thanks for one’s marvelous posting! I certainly enjoyed
reading it, you are a great author. I will ensure that I bookmark your blog and will eventually come back sometime soon. I want to encourage you to continue your great work, have a nice evening!
Howdy just wanted to give you a quick heads up. The text in your post seem to be running off the
screen in Internet explorer. I’m not sure if this is a format issue or something to do with internet browser compatibility but I thought I’d post to let
you know. The layout look great though! Hope you get the problem
resolved soon. Cheers
I’m not sure why but this weblog is loading very slow for me.
Is anyone else having this issue or is it a problem on my end?
I’ll check back later on and see if the problem still exists.
Have you ever considered about adding a little bit more than just your articles?
I mean, what you say is important and everything.
However just imagine if you added some great images or videos to give your posts more, “pop”!
Your content is excellent but with pics and video clips, this blog could certainly be
one of the best in its niche. Wonderful blog!
Hi! I could have sworn I’ve been to this website before
but after looking at many of the articles I realized it’s new to me.
Nonetheless, I’m definitely delighted I found it and I’ll
be bookmarking it and checking back frequently!
Hmm is anyone else having problems with the pictures on this blog
loading? I’m trying to figure out if its a problem on my end or if it’s the blog.
Any responses would be greatly appreciated.
I don’t even know how I ended up here, but I thought this post was great.
I don’t know who you are but definitely you’re going to a famous blogger if you are not already 😉 Cheers!
What i do not understood is in fact how you are now
not really a lot more neatly-favored than you may be right now.
You’re very intelligent. You understand therefore considerably relating to this matter, produced me
individually consider it from a lot of numerous angles. Its like men and women aren’t fascinated until it’s something
to accomplish with Lady gaga! Your personal stuffs great.
All the time take care of it up!
What’s Going down i’m new to this, I stumbled upon this I’ve discovered It absolutely helpful
and it has helped me out loads. I hope to give a contribution & assist other customers
like its aided me. Great job.
Wonderful blog! I found it while searching on Yahoo News.
Do you have any suggestions on how to get listed in Yahoo News?
I’ve been trying for a while but I never seem to get there!
Many thanks
Its such as you learn my mind! You appear to understand a lot approximately this,
such as you wrote the book in it or something. I feel that you could do with some % to pressure the message home a little bit,
but instead of that, that is wonderful blog. A fantastic read.
I will certainly be back.
I think this is one of the so much vital information for me.
And i’m satisfied reading your article. But
wanna commentary on few general things, The website style is great,
the articles is really great : D. Just right job, cheers
Thank you for the good writeup. It in fact was a amusement account it.
Look advanced to far added agreeable from you! However, how can we communicate?
Howdy, i read your blog occasionally and i own a similar one and i was just curious if you get a
lot of spam comments? If so how do you reduce it, any plugin or
anything you can suggest? I get so much lately it’s driving me crazy
so any support is very much appreciated.
It’s great that you are getting ideas from this article as well as from our discussion made at this
place.
Quality articles or reviews is the secret to interest the
visitors to pay a visit the website, that’s what this site is providing.
You ought to take part in a contest for one of
the finest blogs online. I’m going to recommend this web site!
Cool blog! Is your theme custom made or did you download it
from somewhere? A theme like yours with a few
simple tweeks would really make my blog stand
out. Please let me know where you got your theme. Kudos
This paragraph is in fact a nice one it assists new the web users, who
are wishing in favor of blogging.
Fantastic beat ! I wish to apprentice whilst you amend your web site,
how can i subscribe for a weblog site? The account aided me a applicable deal.
I were a little bit familiar of this your broadcast provided
vibrant transparent idea
If you desire to take a good deal from this article then you have to apply such methods to your
won blog.
We are a gaggle of volunteers and opening a brand new scheme in our community.
Your web site provided us with useful information to work on. You’ve performed a
formidable process and our whole community shall be grateful
to you.
Hola! I’ve been following your weblog for a while now and finally
got the bravery to go ahead and give you a shout out from Humble
Tx! Just wanted to mention keep up the excellent work!
Why viewers still use to read news papers when in this technological globe
all is existing on web?
It’s an amazing piece of writing designed for all the internet viewers; they will take benefit from it I am sure.
Hey! This is my first comment here so I just wanted to give
a quick shout out and say I genuinely enjoy reading through your posts.
Can you recommend any other blogs/websites/forums that cover
the same topics? Thanks!
This post is priceless. When can I find out more?
Fabulous, what a website it is! This weblog gives helpful data to us, keep it up.
I want to to thank you for this very good read!! I absolutely enjoyed every bit of it.
I’ve got you bookmarked to check out new things you post…
I got this site from my pal who shared with me about this web site and at the
moment this time I am visiting this website and reading very informative content at this time.
I am regular reader, how are you everybody? This paragraph
posted at this site is really nice.
Hi, I do believe this is an excellent blog. I stumbledupon it 😉 I may return once again since i have saved as a
favorite it. Money and freedom is the best way
to change, may you be rich and continue to guide other people.
fantastic publish, very informative. I ponder why the other experts of this sector don’t understand this.
You should continue your writing. I’m confident, you have a great readers’ base already!
Good article. I will be going through some of these issues as well..
If you wish for to take a good deal from this article then you have
to apply such methods to your won blog.
Thank you for the good writeup. It in fact was a amusement account it.
Look advanced to more added agreeable from you!
However, how could we communicate?
Hello there, just became alert to your blog through Google,
and found that it is truly informative. I’m going to watch out for brussels.
I’ll be grateful if you continue this in future. Numerous people will be benefited from your
writing. Cheers!
My coder is trying to persuade me to move to .net from PHP.
I have always disliked the idea because of the expenses.
But he’s tryiong none the less. I’ve been using Movable-type on numerous websites for about a year and am anxious about switching to another platform.
I have heard excellent things about blogengine.net.
Is there a way I can transfer all my wordpress posts into it?
Any kind of help would be really appreciated!
I will right away clutch your rss feed as I can not find your e-mail
subscription link or e-newsletter service. Do you have any?
Kindly permit me understand so that I may just subscribe.
Thanks.
An intriguing discussion is worth comment. I do think that you should write more on this
subject matter, it may not be a taboo subject but generally folks don’t talk about these subjects.
To the next! All the best!!
Hello! Do you use Twitter? I’d like to follow you if that would be ok.
I’m definitely enjoying your blog and look forward to new updates.
What’s up, I log on to your blogs regularly.
Your story-telling style is witty, keep doing what you’re doing!
Asking questions are truly fastidious thing if you are not understanding anything totally,
however this post offers good understanding yet.
It’s fantastic that you are getting thoughts from this
post as well as from our argument made here.
Thanks in favor of sharing such a good idea, paragraph is fastidious, thats
why i have read it completely
When someone writes an post he/she maintains the image of a
user in his/her mind that how a user can be aware of it.
Therefore that’s why this paragraph is great.
Thanks!
you’re truly a just right webmaster. The web site
loading velocity is incredible. It sort of feels that you’re doing any unique trick.
Moreover, The contents are masterpiece. you have performed a magnificent job in this matter!
My partner and I stumbled over here different web address and thought I might check things out.
I like what I see so now i am following you.
Look forward to checking out your web page repeatedly.
Good info. Lucky me I came across your site by accident (stumbleupon).
I’ve saved as a favorite for later!
Hello, I do think your web site might be having browser compatibility problems.
When I take a look at your website in Safari, it looks fine but when opening in I.E., it’s got some overlapping issues.
I simply wanted to give you a quick heads up! Apart from
that, wonderful site!
It’s remarkable designed for me to have a web site, which is helpful in support of my know-how.
thanks admin
Its like you read my mind! You seem to know a lot about this, like you wrote the book in it or something.
I think that you could do with some pics to drive the message home a little bit, but other than that, this is magnificent blog.
A fantastic read. I’ll certainly be back.
Howdy, There’s no doubt that your website might be having browser compatibility problems. When I take a look at your website in Safari, it looks fine however, when opening in I.E., it’s got some overlapping issues. I merely wanted to give you a quick heads up! Aside from that, excellent site!
I love what you guys are usually up too. Such clever work and exposure!
Keep up the terrific works guys I’ve added you guys to
blogroll.
I really like your blog.. very nice colors & theme.
Did you make this website yourself or did you hire someone to do
it for you? Plz respond as I’m looking to construct my
own blog and would like to find out where u got this from.
kudos
I visited various blogs however the audio quality for audio
songs current at this site is in fact superb.
Definitely believe that which you stated. Your favorite reason seemed to be on the internet the easiest
thing to be aware of. I say to you, I certainly get annoyed while people consider worries that they plainly do not know about.
You managed to hit the nail upon the top and also defined out the whole thing without having
side effect , people can take a signal. Will likely be back
to get more. Thanks
Hi! This is kind of off topic but I need some guidance from an established blog.
Is it tough to set up your own blog? I’m not very techincal but
I can figure things out pretty fast. I’m thinking about creating my
own but I’m not sure where to begin. Do you have any
ideas or suggestions? Appreciate it
I was recommended this blog by my cousin. I’m not sure
whether this post is written by him as nobody else know such detailed
about my trouble. You’re wonderful! Thanks!
Hello there! Quick question that’s totally off topic. Do you know how
to make your site mobile friendly? My weblog looks weird when viewing from my iphone 4.
I’m trying to find a template or plugin that might be able to
correct this issue. If you have any suggestions, please share.
Thank you!
Hello to all, as I am genuinely eager of reading
this weblog’s post to be updated on a regular basis. It consists of pleasant stuff.
Hi it’s me, I am also visiting this site on a regular basis, this website is actually nice and the viewers are genuinely sharing nice thoughts.
Hi, Neat post. There is a problem with your site in internet explorer, may check this?
IE still is the market leader and a huge component of folks
will leave out your magnificent writing because of this problem.
Thanks , I’ve just been looking for info about this topic
for a long time and yours is the greatest I’ve discovered so far.
However, what concerning the bottom line? Are you certain in regards to
the source?
Wow, incredible blog layout! How long have you been blogging for?
you made blogging look easy. The overall look of your website is magnificent, as well as the content!
Thanks for sharing your thoughts. I truly appreciate your efforts and I am waiting for your further post thanks once again.|
Hi would you mind letting me know which hosting company you’re using? I’ve loaded your blog in 3 completely different internet browsers and I must say this blog loads a lot faster then most. Can you recommend a good internet hosting provider at a fair price? Kudos, I appreciate it!|
Hmm it looks like your blog ate my first comment (it
was super long) so I guess I’ll just sum it up what I wrote and say, I’m thoroughly enjoying your blog.
I as well am an aspiring blog writer but I’m still new to everything.
Do you have any tips and hints for newbie blog writers?
I’d certainly appreciate it.
Nice weblog here! Also your web site a lot up very fast!
What host are you using? Can I get your associate hyperlink for your host?
I wish my web site loaded up as quickly as yours
lol
My family all the time say that I am killing my time
here at web, but I know I am getting experience
all the time by reading thes fastidious content.
If you wish for to take much from this article then you have to apply these strategies to
your won weblog.
This is my first time pay a quick visit at here and i am actually pleassant to read everthing at alone place.